with quite a few things at the moment, like at first, being in university 2 hours a week this term looked quite appealing but it’s dreadful. i’ve lost every bit of motivation i had to do work. i suck at checking my e-mails too (though i never really seem to miss anything important), another thing is, is that everyone seems so fucking boring man? is it me? am i the one that’s the boring one… surely not. i still want that breath of fresh air, that new change of scenery for a little while…

one thing that’s pissed me off actually is the fact that we have this workshop tomorrow from 9 till 4, and there’s been sweet F-all notice about it, where to go, what to do. the communication is shit man. does my head in. this week i’m on my reading week, i have more on than usual according to uni, so therefore it’s not really my reading week is it? haha, give me strength to get through this year…

peace X

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recently everything’s been stressful, sorting out next year’s pad, going to and from the bloody doc’s, e-mailling tonnes of people and tutors, texting bare heads to sort out meetings and arrangements, getting my boff chopped, sorting my car out and NOW THIS FUCKING SNOW, wish it would do one, already had some nasty experience coming over from hudd this afternoon and coming home from town when the roads hadn’t been gritted with my parents also in the car going mental whilst my car wasn’t gripping and going out of control. OH AND MY BRAKES SEIZING UP, yeah mint, i think i’ve fucked my splitter too. fucking great. i’m 21 in less than 30 mins if that’s something on the upside just to mention?! so yeah, i wish the snow would do one so tomorrow is fine, and in the evening i can go back to my second home in huddersfield and chill with the lads. let my life resume already. my psoriasis is the maddest it’s ever been, i’m feeling it, i hurt, i’m becoming a girl. I THINK I MIGHT HAVE A BATH?!!!

peace X

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my bedroom in Manchester, at home could do with a good clear out, tonnes of junk on the shelves and clothes i don’t wear anymore kept away in the wardrobe. could do with selling a bike too, and selling all my old school PS2 games, i need money for my thirst. i want a new project to work on through summer, need to invest in the Bose companion speakers and also a new iphone wouldn’t go a miss (mine’s knackered !). BUT considering i hardly live here what’s the point?! maybe summer will see the conclusion. wouldn’t mind a bit of money on the side for my car either.

JUSTSOMETHOUGHTS. OK.

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pretty much done shopping for crimbo now, feeling quite a bit better as of late - which is good news, perhaps i’ll even start feeling myself again! (hello unlimited exercise etc !).

everyone’s been busy these passed few days, i can’t blame them, who isn’t busy at this time of year?! or ill// skint. same level. so it looks like a seemingly cosy night in with The Smiths and at a push, dare i go on the xbox? FIFA? anyone? although i don’t have FIFA 12. just 11…

kinda happy that i haven’t worked this crimbo, like, have you seen how rammed town is on days like today?! in some parts you can’t move for the amount of people dragging themselves along at an awful pace. working retail would be hellish, selfish shoppers and all that lot.

i wouldn’t say i’m feeling particularly festive but i’m excited for the next few days; it’ll be mint to see the family altogether on Christmas day, and also to see my half-brothers too.

peace X

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back in maaaaaaannnnnnny. back on that #gymerryday. gonna sort my psoriasis out too. got a lot to do this week so i might as well make a bloody lovely list to go with it an all eh? as always. any excuse… to-do list. going to finally get my boff chopped, where i don’t know, EXACTLY what, i’m still not sure about, big decisions innit. need to get a few cards and presents for the nearest & dearests too. i won’t babble on with what else i gotta do but you get the jist.

today was a chilled one, cleared the snow, worked out a little (inc. shredding my forearms), went round to my aunty & uncles to drop pressies off for my cousin, not seen them for a while, was nice to say the least.

in other news… grandma’s finally outta hospital, which is a relief, christmas will carry on as per usual ! 

right now i’m about to moisturise (sucks), and have a long long soak in the bath now that i’m home, therapeutic chilllllllll. then do a million push ups, pull ups, whatever else ups and probably call it a night.

peace X

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